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You give my dad a headache, I’ll make your kid cry.
I know, it isn’t very Christ-like, but neither is pestering your pastor. When my dad pastored a church near St. Louis, there was this one family that FOREVER bothered my dad about one thing or another. I mean, they told my dad that I shouldn’t be able to wear shorts (that were almost knee-length) because it was immodest. My dad told them that I was 5 years old, and he was pretty sure my calf was not immodest. But they were constantly harping on weird little things. They caused arguments and problems in the church more times than I can count. They criticized my father any chance they got. I know you don’t think little kids notice, but I guarantee that your pastor’s kid knows exactly what people support their dad and what people don’t.
Well, their youngest son was in my kindergarten class. I MAY have beat him up at recess on a regular basis.
Hey, you don’t mess with my dad.
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Growing up as a pastor’s daughter was fantastic in so many ways, but then there were those other things about it. See, there are some ideas people have about PKs (as those in the secret society call ourselves). I am going to explain a few of these over the next few days. Some of these are funny (at least to me!); some of these are as serious as two old ladies bringing the same dish to a church dinner. So without further delay:
I was not created solely to be an example of godly living for your bird-brain kid.
First things first, just because my father was called to be a pastor does not mean that I am some weird spiritual prodigy. I was a normal kid. I didn’t even like some of your weird kids that I had to be nice to every week. I was not a very sweet child; so, my poor mother was constantly being berated with the fact that I was mean to some kid. She had to listen to this bizarre idea that I was somehow NOT the same as every other kid many times. She would glare at me across the room as she calmed some mom down and told her that I would be “dealt with” immediately. Then, she would hang up the phone and have a conversation that sounded something like this:
“Hope, why is it so hard for you to just be sweet to other kids?”
“Mom, they’re stupid! They keep asking the teacher dumb questions. Why can’t…”
Then she would shake her head and walk out of the room.
My dad, however, would look people in the face and tell them that he was the pastor, not his 5 year old. I LOVED getting to see this side of my dad. He had my back. And he taught me very early on that I was not defined by what he did. He never allowed people to treat me differently. Now, he would tell me to be nice and teach me all those lessons that parents should, but he refused to have me held to some special standard.
Even now when I deal with kids at church, I remember this. I don’t expect any kids from “those families” to be anything but their age. By the way, I also know that any crazy scheme that the pastor’s kid gets caught in the middle of doing, the deacon’s kid is TOTALLY behind it.
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Do you know how great it is to have a GOOD talk with a friend? You know, one of those hours long talks with an old friend that leaves you feeling like you have talked about everything in the world?
I got to have one of those this weekend WITH GOD! How cool! I mean, I had an hours long, curled up on my couch with a cup of coffee and a blanket talk with the CREATOR OF THE UNIVERSE. Life is amazing!
It all started on Thursday here. That night, I marked up First John like it has never been marked. I couldn’t stop (in the best possible sense!). I spent ALL day at work thinking about getting home to read it again. I don’t think I have ever DESIRED to read scripture like this. When I came home Friday night, I read more. It was great, but then…
I woke up at 8 am Saturday. I made coffee, grabbed a muffin, and began my chat. I started in First John again (I know!). Then, because I am trying to learn to be quiet for once, I began to chase rabbits throughout scripture bouncing from one verse to the next about mouths, lips, talk, words. I stopped at lunch and fixed something to eat. The whole time I carried on some rambling talk with God. I then refocused back on First John. The conversation did not end until I got ready for church after 3 pm. Really? THE MAKER OF HEAVEN AND EARTH HUNG OUT WITH ME ALL DAY! How cool is that?
It isn’t done… there is NO WAY that I am going to end this conversation. If you are lucky, I just might share some of the amazing things He had to say to me!
How do you talk to God? How do you hear Him talk to you?
I received some not so great news last week from the doctor. Nothing is “wrong” with me; I just have to start taking care of myself. I am sure that I can do better, but I also know that I am not huge on self-discipline (especially with food!). So, I am trying to be healthy, make better food choices, and be a more active person.
I don’t like talking about weight goals or clothing sizes. I know that is the easiest way to measure success, but it doesn’t seem like the best focus for me. I am not unhappy with how I look right now. Sure, I have flaws and do not look like I did 10 years ago, but who cares?
I care that I am tired everyday. I care that my hair is thinning because I am not meeting my bodies nutritional needs. I care that I have a headache 3 or 4 days out of the week. I care that I can go 3 days and not eat a true serving of fruits or vegetables.
It isn’t about appearance. It is about life. I cannot do all the amazing things God has for me if I do not take care of the body He made just for me! I don’t want to miss that blessing because I was zoned out on my couch, exhausted.
So, share tips, recipes, or kicks in the pants!
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I spent some time talking to a few VERY wise people today and want to share the things I was shown…
1. “With many words comes folly.” I tend to talk without thinking and it creates problems like the one today. The less you say, the less there is to misunderstand.
2. “You sound way too angry. Don’t do anything rash.” Sometimes you need to stop and listen.
3. “Be still and know that God is fighting for you.”
4. “Remember the source.”
5. Satan uses our strengths to attack us.
I love the wise women (and guy) that God has placed in my life. It is with counsel from them that I will become wise myself.
